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"Rejoice for the Grey" (A poem)

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How could you grow from an imp To a Saint? If you hadn't the time To learn how to Give thanks. If you hadn't the time To rationalize  Sympathize  Realize Or think. How could you rise from the darkness  To light If you hadn't the time  To crawl out of your flesh? If you hadn't the time  To live  Love  Or confess? Things do seem hard But it's been harder before. One must fight onward  To learn how to soar. One must know fire To understand ice. And one must learn harshly To teach sacrifice. For a life that's worth living One must live for each day. Be glad for the in-between. Rejoice for the Grey. The misery and sufferings  Will all one day cease. When time is all over  And dread starts to leave, You'll long for the moments That you got to breathe. So embrace all the darkness  And reach for the stars. Give thanks for the madness  The weird, And bizarre. It makes you  Who you are, And you're hard to regret. And you...
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Intro to My Journey

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Hello. My friends call me Butterfly.  Since October 2024 I've been involved in 3 foot pursuits, 2 car chases, 1 minor car accident, 1 major car accident, 2 hospital visits, 1 hospital escape, and multiple hitchhiking adventures. I've been back to jail, had 2 relapses, and I literally froze under a bridge. I was tackled and had cops with guns out screaming at me to get down on the frozen concrete. This and so much more. Actions of a desperate and foolish man who was spiraling. A choice I made alone.  So I lost everything. I lost my job, my house, my car, my freedom, and the worst of it all, the love of my life hates me man. It all started with "Just one", but after it all... I have only one thing to say.... "worth it bro". I want none of it back.  Ya see I literally ate my windshield at 80mph (so say the cops. I can't actually remember) just so I could see that "something" let me walk away. In fact I ran away. But I never was able to...
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